Ryan Fitzpatrick

Winter 2023 | Poetry

Dopamine Lasso

O synapse circle, now don’t you cry for me

No heaven in depression or an auto-playing reel

 

These are latter-days, we know

 

The white flight of defacto soundtracks

 

Doomlooping the news

 

The constant need for daily trends

 

Swept lost doom into their billions

 

The aesthetic sweep of demographic shifts

 

Radio made me disrespectful

 

Too few feelings for pop-market research

 

Radio made me impatient

 

It’s so tough to pay attention

 

To the worldwide of fame lust

 

How could I almighty the wrong dollar

 

Splicing the 8-Track back into itself

 

When did information get so personal

 

Wailing fiddle riff o’er round chillin’

 

Filed under “Race Records”

 

Depression used to be a historical event

 

Roy Rogers picking peaches in a labour camp

 

Privatizing all the dust in the air

 

A staid version of the tune

 

A weary hand brushing away the coal

 

Tilled like the donation box

 

No one loves a hobo

 

Privatized like a sad autonomy

 

Recession itself is retconned

 

Jimmy Carter built all those houses

 

George Bush painted all those dogs

 

That 1870s Show

 

When your IQ surpasses your credit score

 

“Fuck or Die,” reports The New York Times

 

“They’re replacing us,” reports Reddit chud

 

The medium is just the wrong size, okay

 

Like when radio is great-great-grandfathered in

 

I call it a slop-on-slop transformation

 

The fantasy cosplay of confederacy

 

Where in the lyrics he doesn’t dream of reinstating slavery

 

But he doesn’t not dream of reinstating slavery

 

Just the love that produced it

 

Carry me back to ol’ Virginnie

 

My old Kentucky home

 

Dixieland delight, etc.

 

That Bourbon Street steak with the Oreo shake

 

If the South would’ve won, etc.

 

Hank Jr.’s rowdy friends settling in, not down

 

Sunset as economic value

 

David Allen Coe’s mail-order service

 

Penthouse doublewide truck cab pundit

 

Jason Aldean’s Sundown Town

 

Transatlantic history of the banjo’s circulation

 

Feeling about no feeling

 

Refrained in the bandwidthed worth

 

No feeling in staking yourself

 

Note slips behind its face

 

Stetson in the middle eight

 

A carnival of violation noodling tradition

 

A note and its subsequent correction

 

Dragging me back into the Zoom meeting

 

Quick-baiting despair of the Lay’s bag

 

Ballad of the weary layman

 

Laying in bed by force

 

Folk Rock’s take on alienated labour

 

Robin Pecknold wanting to pick peaches in a labour camp

 

Some sunny historical fantasy

 

A desire to watch the bridges that we’re burning

 

I didn’t choose this aesthetic

 

I’m everyone who ever chose this aesthetic

 

As evidence mounts denial as far my eye can see

 

For I retweet Alabama with an iPhone on my knee

ryan fitzpatrick is the author of five books including the recent Sunny Ways (Invisible 2023) and the forthcoming Ace Theory (Book*Hug 2025). He is the publisher of the online-based and poetry-focused Model Press. He lives in Toronto/Tkaronto. You can find him at ryanfitzpatrick.ca.

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