Mathew Weitman

Winter 2026 | Poetry

Narrative Poem

 

That

            I

should

            vanish

from

            my

self

&

forget

you

’re

dead

&

            so

we

wander

around

the

train

            station

for

            hours

to

            kill

time

            until

the

            party

where

            I

’m

            going

to

            finally

meet

your

mother

            (

whom

you

’ve

always

hated

            )

after

all

these

years

.

But

when

we

get

there

you

disappear

for

hours

&

so

I

’m

left

            to

make

small

talk

with

her

until

you

’re

back

            :

You

forgot

your

phone

            ”

I

say

I

tried

to

call

you

you

look

so

tired

do

you

need

a

glass

of

water

            or

            ”

Shut

up

            ”

you

            say

just

leave

me

alone

&

let

me

be

dead

for

once

wake

up

&

write

a

poem

go

be

Cædmon

&

get

out

of

bed

drag

out

this

bit

of

nothing

in

your

note

book

instead

of

here

.

            ”

I

will

but

let

me

stay

with

you

a

little

longer

first

I

know

I

’ll

remember

enough

of

this

when

I

wake

up

to

write

a

poem

.

No

you

won’t

you

say

you

will

forget

like

always

Mathew

look

at

what

you

’re

writing

:

Vashuxjwah

is

not

a

word

you

’re

still

asleep

you

’re

writing

in

a

dream

how    

will

you

remember

this

if

you

can’t

even

remember

I

’m

dead

?

I

’m

giving

you

a

poem

what

else

do

you

want

from

me

my

mother

?

(

Whom

you

’ve

met

before

in

real

life

she

was

at

my

funeral

you

wept

in

front

of

her

you

held

her

coat

.

)

Quit

bringing

me

back

            &

let

me

be

dead

for

once

please

just

            let

me

be

dead

.

Mathew Weitman’s debut poetry collection, The Campus Novel: Poems, is forthcoming with Tupelo Press. His work can be found in Copper Nickel, The Georgia Review, Virginia Quarterly Review, and elsewhere. He is the winner of the Loraine Williams Poetry Prize, the AWP Kurt Brown Award, the Inprint Verlaine Prize in Poetry, and has received residencies and fellowships from MacDowell, UCROSS, and Millay Arts. With July Westhale and Felipe Acevedo Riquelme, he is co-editor and co-translator of Rolando Cárdenas: On the Life and Work of a Chilean Master (Pleiades Press, 2026).

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